OUR FUTURE

Unable to find any words, I instinctively reached out to touch your shoulder

And you without saying anything, coldly broke free

Because of your painful and cursed past

Our love is giving away

I don’t want to see such a sad face

Even though your heart may be dissolving

Just don’t abandon that smile

It’s what keeps my own heart glowing

We swore one day to build the future with our own hands

At any cost, on this planet, no matter on it you are

And now the two of us stand with pained eyes and glances diverted

But, I believed we’ll be able to meet again

The starry sky we used to gaze up at together

Where so much light streamed through

All that memories of that still won’t fade away

If you really listen for it, You’ll begin to hear that phrase

In the melody of the flute that was played

In that same place, I’ll be right by your side once more

Surely we’ll together from now on, plunging ahead through these days

Because there could be a meaning to all of this after all

We swore one day to build the future with our two hands

By: “Her”

MY DREAM

Nothing is going the way it should

I hastily subdue these feelings of impatience

All this anxiety and nervousness is sending my heart into disorder

Just a boy hugging his knees in the midst of it all

Shivering and in tears

I repress all my regret

I cried all night, but now it seems dawn is breaking

So, undoubtly you’re right even though right now I may try to turn back

And I keep on being stubborn about it, though I know it’s monotonous

I’ll start walking again, this time even farther, and i won’t give up

If I could get just one more chance...I’ll keep it all locked away in my heart

Until my dreams come true

I surrendered myself to a dismal emptiness in the most critical of times

No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t reach, aiming for the shore

I had to swim for my life, with standing the current

I can’t even raise my voice, It could have been the end right here, but

I don’t think love can save everything

But, there is something about your smile

That somehow healed my heart, and in your lips

I found the strength to stand up again

If only I could get just one more chance

I won’t let go of your hand

I’ll believe in the love that in my heart forever

Until my dreams come true

By: Akira Genkaku

The Shadow Of Order Rebirth as The Twilight Of Chaos

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dah 1 tahun sejak gw melepas smua yg gw punya,mulai dari teman,ego,pride,keluarga,"her",my "curse" bwt kembali mencari sesuatu yg dah gw tunda sejak lama...en sedikit demi sedikit seiring dengan berjalannya waktu gw mendapatkan apa yg gw cari,en 1 of them is a new resolution for me that "Justice has no meaning without a Mercy".....