"True Self"

I take on my experiences in my awakening, is the realization that i dont even truly exist here, my body does, my body exist in the physical universe, the universe is forever large, infinitely large, and the mind is infinitely small, the invert to that, there is a border between them, there is a god, and music is the bread crumbs that the light has left behind, though no one pays attention to this, we are all born with music, its our bridge. how small can you make something, physically, divide it divide it and divide it, until two halves can no longer exist, i.e, splitting an atom, that pretty small, so how small can you split something to the point where it no longer exists, then where does it go, the opposite of that is how large can you make a thought, till it manifests, every action has an equal and opposite, life is a paradox, and the paradox is the glue that holds the mind together, you have light and dark, in your mind, pay no attention to the news, it forces you to recognize dark, trains you to dwell on bad, our minds exist in a completely different place than our bodies, the body is the physical and the mind is the consciousness, one exists the other does not, and it is the same in both circumstances, in the conscious mind the body exists but not physically, the laws for these 2 worlds are different, break the borders, sit and think and think discover where your mind is,



thats my "true" self,, i wish i could better organize these thoughts, words dont do them any justice, thank you.....